We indulged ourselves, because we always have. If you want to wait for her, or me, neither, or both, that's your decision, and we'll respect it. With you. You owe me nothing, I want nothing but what you are willing to give me. If you want to try, we can try, and if you get overwhelmed we can stop. But only if you want to. If you panic, you can ask me to stop, you did before, and so I stopped. Did I get angry? Upset? No.. Did I keep going anyway? No... and did I give up on you? No.. I proposed.